Unwanted Hero

"gusto mo manood ng Hancock? may free tickets ako"

free? of course! free movie in vivo city? why not! :)

hindi naman ako big fan ni Will Smith pero dahil sa napakagandang pagkakataon, go!

tatanggihan ko pa ba ang kasamang free popcorn at large coke? ikaw? tatanggi ka ba? diba hindi?

hindi ko ikukwento kung ano ang istorya. ayoko naman ma-spoil ang ganda ng pelikula. basta nood kayo... tapos kuwentuhan tayo. :)

I Need To

keep holding on.

until when?

that i dont know.

Usapang Bitter

mahirap na estado ng kamalayan ang pagiging bitter. madalas tayong nasasaktan na malaman ang katotohanan na hindi natin matanggap. na tayo ay talo. na tayo ay bigo.

oo nga naman. tuwing naglalaro kami ng piko, at may dalawang bahay na ang kalaban ko. naiinis ako. nagagalit. napipikon.

sana mataya sya.
sana mapunta sya sa bahay ko.
sana lumampas sa guhit yung pato nya.
sana kunin sya ng alien.
sana tumaas yung bill nila sa Meralco.

madalas tayo (kabilang ako) maghangad ng di masyadong maganda sa taong nanakit saatin. aminin na natin sa sarili natin yan. ang pagkakaiba nga lang ay ang antas o level ng gusto nating gawin o mangyari sa kanya. mapa-sa isip o sa katotohanan.

may morbid...meron ding light lang. depende saatin.

mahirap sabihing hindi ka na nagtatago ng ampalaya sa puso mo. lalo na kung ang sarili mo ang kukumbinsihin mo. madaming beses ko na ginawa yun. palpak parin.

marunong din naman akong umarte. kakapanood ko ng workshops ni Gina Alajar. kaya ko ipakitang masaya na ko. nakakatawa at nakakatulog. higit sa lahat nakakakain. kaya kong sabihin at isigaw sa mundo na okay ako. na masaya na ako. na moved on na ko. na okay lang na makita ko silang magkasama.

sinong niloko ko?

tama. pwedeng maniwala sakin ang mga kaibigan ko at ang lahat ng senador sa Malakanyang na okay na ko. na wala na ang sakit. malaya.

pero sa sarili ko, malabo. hindi maitatanggi. hindi maitatago.

i'ts okay to indulge myself with pain. take my time to heal, and not to hurry. besides, it's my part of hell. i know in time, ill have my sweetest revenge.

bitter? oo. natural lang. tama lang. okay lang.

mahirap itago ang nararamdaman. madaling mabulok. bumaho.

kung makita man nya kong miserable, ayos. kung matatawa sya, ayos. kung mag mukha akong tanga, ayos pa rin.

hindi ko hawak ang isip at puso nya. ng iba. ng lahat ng tao.

Undergrad

no diploma, no degree, no nothin. just classcards. and that's why my blog is...

Movie Reviews

Jedmeister, thanks for this.

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1. Check out your blog Readability Test here then post the result on your blog.
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1.Big Eyed Gal - High School 2. The Chronic Shopper - Elementary 3. Vital Sighs - Genius 4. Princess Vien - High School 5. Em’s Detour - Junior High School 6. Strawberrygurl and Busy Mom - Elementary 7. Reflexes snapshots of life (on manillapaper) - Junior High School 8. expressions and thoughts - Genius 9. our family story - College (Undergrad) 10. MOMEMO - Genius 11. Deranged Insanity - Genius 12. Blessings and Beyond - Genius 13. Aeirin's Collections - Genius 14. Faery Dancing - Junior High School 15. Caffeinated Muse - College (Undergrad) 16. Sentiments of a Effed-Up Man- Junior High 17. Isang Kilong Bigas (College Undergrad)

now... im tagging she

What If...

he is your boyfriend and today is your birthday? he got no gifts to give but this...





awww... if im the celebrant, i'll burst into tears. cyrer.

The Hottie and The Nottie

it's a boring gloomy afternoon in here. done with my laundry and the usual stuff. got no mails to read, interviews to attend, messages to reply, phone calls to answer, shows to watch, but hey...

i checked this out, but to be honest, i don't have annnny interest at all to watch it at first. i like Paris Hilton but im not a big fan. ( my gaaaaaaaaaaad. after the home video stuff?)

but since the effin situation is inviting me... that's hot! err why not!

i thought it's cheesy at first. but i gave another minute and there! i am all wrong. i guess...

i kinda liked CRISTABEL as a name, and of course, NATE. who is so interested to Cristabel since first grade. but to get her attention, you hafta deal with the pig--JUNE who is sooo eeeewy with a not-so-conventional-shade-of-teeth who happens to be Cristabel's bff.

uhmmm...boring day, i get to appreciate this film... try to check out the trailer here.

back to my borrrrrring day...argh

Imagine This...

you driving in your car with your loved one. holding hands. hearts beating as one. tapos eto yung background music...

"Must Get Out"

I've been the needle and the thread

Weaving figure eights and circles round your head

I try to laugh but cry instead

Patiently wait to hear the words you've never said

Fumbling through your dresser drawer forgot what I was looking for

Try to guide me in the right direction

Making use of all this time

Keeping everything inside

Close my eyes and listen to you cry

I'm lifting you up

I'm letting you down

I'm dancing til dawn

I'm fooling around

I'm not giving up

I'm making your love

This city's made us crazy and we must get out

This is not goodbye she said

It is just time for me to rest my head

She does not walk she runs instead

Down these jagged streets and into my bed

When I was

Fumbling through your dresser drawer forgot what I was looking for

Try to guide me in the right direction

Making use of all this time

Keeping everything inside

Close my eyes and listen to you cry

There's only so much I can do for you

After all of the things you put me through

I'm not giving up

I'm making your love

This city's made us crazy and we must get out

bagay ba? parang hindi naman...hehehe wala lang, kaya imagine nyo na lang. parang bagay kasi eh... suweeetÜ