Let's Get Physical

a friend once told me that i should always be ready with how other people will react on certain things. it may not always be pleasant for me, but i should understand. that is their thing. their capacity. i thought she made a point.

ang pagiging masayahin at palabiro ay nakakainis paminsan-minsan. mahirap makisama dahil kailangan pag nakilala ka na nilang ganito, hindi ka na pwedeng maging ganun. ganito ka na eh. and it can really make you feel aggravated in times. tulad na lang halimbawa ng karapatan mong mapikon o magdamdam.

ang pakikipagbiruan ay hindi bago saatin, lalo na sa akin. hindi lalampas ang isang araw na hindi ako magbibiro at alam ko minsan, nakakasakit din ako. kagaya ng normal na biruan. kaya handa din ako mabiro. at handa din ako na hindi mapikon. kaya nga biruan diba? salita. tawa. yun lang.

pero kung minsan, ang sakit ng salita ay mas madaling mawala kesa sakit na pisikal. sabi ng nanay ko nuon, di bale ng paluin daw siya ni lolo, mawawala din yung latay, kesa pagsalitaan siya, tumatatak daw yun at nagpepeklat ng sampung ulit kesa sa sugat.

akala ko palaging ganun.

hindi pala. ang biruan pala ay kapag may kasama ng pisikal, eh nag iiba. nakakainis. nakakapikon. nakakagalaiti.

pero sabi nga, ang pikon ay laging talo. pero pwede ka naman magtampo diba? pwedeng sumama ang loob. pwedeng MAINIS.

Ate

dahil sa pakingshet kong schedule, hindi ko naasikaso ang mga bagay na dapat kong inaasikaso. ayun nakisabay pa tong net connection ko kaya ngayon lang ako nakapag log on dito.

kaya naman babatiin ko kayo ngayon ng MALIGAYANG PASKO. alam ko huli na pero wala pa namang three kings kaya pasok pa ren sa banga.

diba nga yung mga abubot pangpasko inaabot ng ganun katagal? kaya ihalo nyo na sa hamon ang pagbati ko :)

wala namang gaanong kakaiba ngayong paskong ito. malamig (literal) kagaya ng mga nagdaang panahon. napansin ko lang na hindi ganun ka-garbo, pero di nangangahulugang hindi ganun kasaya. maraming paraaan ang mga pinoy para gawing masaya at makahulugan ang nasabing okasyon. besides, it's being together as a family and not what's on the table diba?

kagaya ng drama namin. super simpleng dinner at midnight. kwentuhan at konting wine. pasko na!

kaya naman heto ako ngayon, habang walang ginagawa, nanood ng nanood ng HP:Goblet Of Fire. namiss ko kasi yung mga eksena ni Rob. at ayoko muna siyang makita bilang vampire. gusto ko isang HS student na yummy. yummy pati wand!

change topic.

yung larawan sa taas, yan yung araw na tinry namin magpaBelo. hindi kami tumuloy. dalawa yung reasons namin.

-mahal.
-walang mababago kahit magbayad ng mahal.

hindi siya dumating sa party na hinanda ko para saamin nung nakaraang anuwebe. diba?! sino ba namang Baretto ang hindi magagalit? ikaw na nag effort, ikaw pa ang inindian. kaya nasabi ko, tablahan.

naturingang kakambal ko pa!

end of friendship!

pero hindi ko natiis. sinubukan ko, pero nung magtext na siya ng kung anik anik, Go na ako sa Gateway para makipagmit.

hindi matatawarang tawanan, sigawan, iyakan, tawanan ulit at tinginan sa loob ng isa't kalahating oras.

its not enough for us but we dont have the time kaya pinagkasya nalang namin ang kung anu ang meron.

to my Jaboom Twin, be back. be safe. i've already said those words and keep those in mind. we are just here waiting. heal yourself and be merry! invite mo kami jan sa mansyon mo! conquer CDO!

aha! che! rayt!

Monica

im not goin to write anything about myself today. susubukan ko naman isulat at ikuwento sa inyo si Polly.

Polly is my colleague. bubbly. semi-schitzo. happy to be with. she can talk to herself all day long without getting bored. pero hindi siya baliw. approved naman ng National Institution for Mental Health ang pagtatrabaho nya sa opisina kaya ayos lang.

seryoso. hindi naman baliw yung sui Polly. masiyahin lang siya at yun yung way nya of being humorous and funny. sa 2am to 11am shift namin sa araw-araw, kailangan namin magtawanan at kung hindi ay magkakabaliwan na kaming lahat sa opisina.

and i know right?! kung sino ang masayahin yun ang malaki ang dinadalang sama ng loob sa puso. tried and tested. plangakers.

Polly broke up with Lio because he is always taking her for granted. palaging una ang barkada kesa sa kanya. yes, they've been friends for like 5 years now, and the times they are together, Polly knows that Lio is so much inlove with her.

but the big question mark comes when they are not together. it is like as if they dont know each other and Polly grew tired of the set up, kaya kahit mahal nya, she chose to stay out of the relationship and save some for herself. mahirap kung super damaged na sya bago sya umalis kaya habang kaya pa nya, she made her choice.

it's not easy seeing her everyday smiling and laughing knowing whats bugging her. like a facade that she is trying cover her inner feelings. like a mask that she wears everyday to make other people believe that she is fine. and still dandy.

one day, she told me that it isn't easy to exert a lot of effort for your partner. it has to ba balanced. it has to come from both parties so that both of them will know the value of each other.

sabi ko naman, why? why exert effort for someone you love? exerting effort for me means you are struggling. that's why you have to go out of your way to do something you are not happy doing. that shouldnt be the case pagdating sa pag-ibig. it has to be effortless. the amount of feelings you show must be coming from within without any effort.

tingin mo? tama ba yung sinabi ko kay Polly?

tingin ko tama naman kasi pagtapos ko magsalita, kumanta na siya ng...

"apple bottom jeans, boots with a fur.."

Benilda

nakakainit ng ulo yung mga present na akala mo kung sino manggera ng ex ng boypren nya. minsan okay sana at nasa matino akong pag iisip pero minsan gusto ko pakelaman. gaya nito.

(ito ay patungkol sa partikular na tao. kung may pagkakahawig ito sa iyo o sa istorya mo o sa kakilala mo, im sure, hindi ikaw/siya ito.)

kung makapagsalita ay akala mo kung sino. at nagtatatalak ng kung anu-ano. pasalamat nalang siya at nakakapagpigil pa ako dahil kahit paano may pinagaralan pa ako. meron din siya. siguro.

mabuti sana kung matinong tao yung boypren nya na pinagtatanggol niya. wala sana akong itatalak. pero kung malalaman nyo lang naku, puputok din ang litid nyo sa galit.

pathetic. lahat ng pinagsasasabi nya ay sobrang non-sense hindi manlang niya sinubukang ilagay ang sarili nya sa sitwasyon ng inaararo nya bago sya nagtatalak ng mala kambing na salita. heavy english. as in. mangingilo ka!



kaya payo ko sayo **,KUMAIN KA NA LANG NG PINIRITONG BAWANG.

yun na!

ANTM-Myk2ts Version

enough of those sad moments at hello muna sa kakikayan at kalandian ng pakialamerang si ako. natutuwa naman ako ngayong araw na ito kaya naman naisipan ko munang ikuwento ang mga kaganapan sa buhay ko. katulad na lang ng mga frustrations ko.

isa na nga dito ang maging modil. oo. as in ramp/commercial model. kaso nga naman eh medyo hindi na uso ang mga lumbalumba products kaya hindi makapasa ang figure ko. kung bakit pa kasi ako nag eextra rice tuwing dinner!

mataas ang standards ng pagiging modelo dito sa mundo. kailangang flawless ang skin, maganda ang physique, matangkad, may itsura at medyo may itsura pa ng konti sa may itsura lang. in short- PERFECT.

sa katulad kong almost perfect lang, napakahirap. kahit anong emote at project ko eh parang chaka ang kinakalabasan. sabi nga ng mga friends ko, beauty is in the eye of the beholder and i say: pakshet!

oo na, ako na lang at tanging ako at nanay ko ang nakakaappreciate sa beauty ko. syempre nainiwala ako na Magandang Nilalang ako dahil gawa ako ni God. sabi nga, walang taong pangit at bobo. pero ang sabi rin, ang maniwala sa sabi sabi ay walang bait sa sarili. so anu na ang paniniwalaan ko? sigh.

pero kahit anu pa man, confident parin ako. kiver sa talak ng iba. basta ako, pretty inside out. kaya naman sa kakapalan ng mukha ko, go kami sa balur ng friend ko. medyo kinulit kulit ko pa para lang pagbigyan ang kahilingan ko.

dahil mahal mag rent ng studio, sa kwarto kami nageksperimento. konting ilaw, konting blocking, konting tawag sa tambay sa kanto, konting hiram ng outfit, go! this is it! the fulfillment of my dream.

ang pictorial na kakabog sa FHM at PLAYBOY. pwede ring ihanay sa Liwayway. at minsan pwede ring pambalot sa tinapa.

*picture deleted... bumaha na kasi ng vomit... eeew :)

medyo rated PG ang tema, kung mapapansin ninyo, medyo blue na ang kulay ko dahil hindi ako humihinga para maitago ang Chanena ko. salamat sa ilaw at funda. naitago ang cyanosis ng pez ko.

as a model, Über professional ako at ang kasama ko, after the shot, sabay kaming nasuka sa kinalabasan ng picture. sumakit din ang tyan ng lahat ng nakakita nito. kaya kung may problema kayo sa bowel nyo o kaya naman eh may batang makulit sa bahay nyo, pwede rin naman kung maraming daga sa inyo, order na kayo ng copy nito. garantisado, lamok siguradong teypok!

special thanks to: alvaira's residence, specifically sa kwarto ng tatay nya for the pictorial venue, lot alvaira, para sa bra. mike as my partner sa photoshoot. anne para sa kamera. alet para sa juice, at nino, she, miko at donn para sa walang sawang pag alalay.

"Carbodell Ang Apelyido Ko!"

dahil excited ako sa mini-reunion ng kadenang bulaklak, ipapakilala ko muna ang mga bida ng istorya...

nakakaloka naman ang eksena ng aking sisteret. maraming maraming pera tong "babaeng" to kaya naman hindi ako sanay na naglalaba sya! gumamit pa ng bareta! i can imagine how he cried out loud ng biglang magshower ng biyaya si typhoon Lawin. after sacrificing his favorite telenovela, mababasa lang pala ng luha ng bagyo ang kanyang labada! ending: imbyerna! thick literal and thin sana nga ang eksena namin nitong hacienderong to. ikaw na ang padalhan ng pera ni Don Manolo linggo-linggo habang sumusweldo ng mas malaki pa sa senador, ewan ko na lang! kaya naman shopping kung shopping kami nito sa Dividend Mall! kiver na sa Balenciagas at Blahniks dahil sa size Zero nyang figure, tatambling lahat ng designers! pati si Pitoy Moreno, susuko! hindi ko kinaya ng minsang magkita kami sa taft station ng bonggang MRT. pati guardia naloka dahil akala niya ay naglalakad sa istasyon si Imelda! ikaw na ang mag skinny jeans at blouse with matching tiil at bonggang tote bag! na may mga diamantes pa! taray diba?

kagaya naman ng isa kung kumareng ito na sobrang active ng tearglands. sa kanya yata pinaglihi si Judy Anne at parang dumudura lang ng laway ang mga mata nyan sa oras na maging mushy ang eksena. hindi ko kinakaya ang mga bangs nyang naloloka ren sa kanya! eksena ang gupit ng mahal kong kumare! naalala ko tuloy nung isang beses na kumanta sya sa bar! timbuwang lahat! pati si Rhianna na threaten! with matching dance-kiyeme ang lola. magaling na magaling. aba nama'y hindi pa nakakaupo sa upuan eh sandamakmak na ang nagpa-authograph! instant star! syempre eksena na ako na mala-stage mom at kinulekta ang mga calling cards ng mga recording companies na nag uunahan sa kanya. itatapat daw sya kay Aiza. kaso nagback-out din dahil masyadong maga ang eyebags kakaiyak. ewan ko ba! sa sobrang kahiligan sa macho! eherrrrm :)

ang merlat na ito ang may ari ng mansiyon na venue ng reunion. mga 6 bedrooms at 9 na toilets lang naman ang balur. ano ito? hotel? at dinaig pa ang pantasya kong bahay na mala polly-pocket! ibang klase tong kumare kong ito na pinaglihi sa driver ng bumbero dahil akala mo laging may sunog kung magmaneho. tinry ko nga isali sa Sta. Ana, baka manalo! naalala ko tuloy ng minsang kamuntikan na kaming mabangga sa SLEX kakahabol sa hondang blue. mabuti naman at nahimasmasan kami ng makitang sulit naman pala ang pag harurot dahil ending, boylet-next-lane-buti-hindi-tinted ang eksena! panalo! kahit maubos ang gasolina namin kahahabol sa mokong na papunta pa atang Quezon, go lang ng go!

anu nga kaya ang ganap sa aming muling pagkikita? may sampalan kaya? iyakan? tawanan?

malamang may kainan. hmmm...

exciting!

USED and ABUSED

i know im kinda dramatic and uber sensitive at times. i tend to take things differently and minsan hindi ko mapigil mag self pity. i dont know really if it's just me or yun talaga ang dapat kong maramdaman. is it the people around me? is it the situation that i am in? or is it just the effect of my frustrations of being a drama queen?

those happy thoughts are inside me and hindi ko mapigil magpaka-nostalgic. i kept thinking na sana di na natapos yung happy-moment-sana-forever-na-ito feeling. i can't stop being bitter. sad, and anxious about what things could happen to me/us if i stayed.

at times, i can't control my emotions. i easily get hurt with people around me. i know it's not their intention to make me feel this way but a simple insensitivity could lead into misunderstandings. i know that i have to be smarter than who and what i am now, but part of me is still holding back. my slight immaturity is haunting me.

USED.

friends come and go. that is something that i have to accept. but it's hard for me to deal with the fact that i have to let go a friend dahil hindi na nya ako kailangan. dahil masaya na siya. because he can stand on his own now. because i can't make him happy or laugh anymore. my jokes are already baduy for him.

it's pathetic to get affected with someone who is not even bothered if you are offended or not. sometimes, i keep telling myself that i should not waste my efforts to him. i have to let go.

ABUSED.

loving someone is not easy. hindi din madaling gawin ang "unconditional love" hindi lang sa kamag anak, sa karelasyon, at kahit na sa kaibigan. pero there are days that i feel na hindi na yata fair. na parang hindi na balance.

we need one another. that's a fact. that is something we cannot deny. no matter how independent we are, we still need someone to complete us.

i often try my best to please everybody. to be nice. to be helpful. to be kind. not because i have the ulterior things running inside my head, im not that type.

minsan, i tend to be insensitive pagdating sa sarili ko. doormat. walang pakialam kung sobra na ba ang naibibigay ko. basta mahal ko, i wouldn't mind at all. im happy making my loved ones happy. there are times that i tried to be happy just to satisfy them. i tried to be okay just to please them. i tried to laugh even if it's not funny anymore.

poor me...

keep tryin!

kaya siguro minsan naabuso na. that's human. you can't expect people to be mindful sa paligid nila. sa mga tao. sa damdamin. they will love you when they want you. they will please you when they need you but when it's over, ano ka na sa kanila? tae? basura? basahan?

i know i watch too much telenovelas lately. i may be too dramatic. OA. assuming.

but please...

you can USE me, but don't ABUSE me.

Song for ARNIE

para sa iyo, KAIBIGAN.

may you rest in PEACE...

"I thought you were so strong...

You'd make it through whatever

It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever"

we MISS you.

Master Cedric

he was my classmate during elementary days.

tough.

bully.

menace.

but who would've thought that this ol' friend of mine will have the "eye" for photography? here are some of his shots that i've borrowed for this post. syempre, may permission...

"sky"

"cross"

"twins"

"guide"

"saphira"

"lamps"

artistic. dramatic. defined. i immediately admired his shots the moment i see them. i asked him if he is doing it as a pro but he said, it's just his hobby.

sosyal...

you can see more of his shots here.

Ang Reply Ni MOWnster (Requested by: Ronnan Tristan)

kaibigang ronnan tristan, eto na ang request mo, pasensya na at natagalan, hindi kinaya ng MTRCB, nagpatulong na ko sa Metro Aid.

Ang bawat katagang mababasa ninyo ay nanggaling sa MOWnster. walang akong dinagdag o binawas. medyo inayos lang ang mga salitang di angkop sa mga batang mambabasa.

BABALA: Ang susunod na mga salita ay nangangailangan ng patnubay ng MMDA. Masyadong makalat ang pagkakagawa. Bazzzura.

ooOoo

KAPAL NG MUKHA TO EMAIL ___ LIKE THIS!!! F**K YOU!!! KUNG MAS MASAYA KYO N WALA KAMI, IM SURE MAS HAPPY KMI AND YEAH MONEY CAN"T BUY ALL THE HAPPINESS BUT IT CAN BUY ALMOST EVERYTHING THAT CAN MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY!!! BUT I GUESS U DON'T KNOW THAT KASE BARYA BARYA LANG NMAN LAMAN NG BULSA MO!!!! KYA NGA MAGKARON K LNG NG KONTING PERA AKALA MO KUNG CNO K N UMASTA MAKAPG ENGLISH LANG AKALA MO ELITE!!!!! KAPAL NG MUKHA MO G*GO!!!!CORRECTION MILLION ANG KITA NI ___ A MONTH! AT HINDI NYA PINAGYAYABANG YON!ALAM MO KUNG DI MO MAINTINDIHAN UNG POINT NMIN WAG KA MKISAWSAW...THIS NOT ABOUT THE MONEY STUPID!!! THIS IS ABOUT MAKING EXTRA EFFORT.. THROUGH THICK AND THIN U**L!!!!!KAPAL NG MUKHA MO TO SEND THIS EMAIL!!!! WAG K PAPAKITA SKEN DHIL KHIT NSA KALYE TYO PADUDUGUIN KO YANG MUKHA MO BABOY!!!!G**O!!!!! UMUWI K N SA NANAY MO!!!! T**G INA MO!!! KUNG AYAW NYO SMEN WALA AKONG PAKE DI NMIN KYO KWALAN!!!!!!____? HAHAHAHA YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT SHE SAY PAG WALA KYO!!!!!! TANGA!!!!!! HAHAHA ____ TRUE FRIEND NYO ITURING Y? KC PAUUTANGIN KYO, SHE'LL DRIVE YOU AROUND, LIBRE D2 LIBRE DUN,,,, AND THATS HOW YOU DEFINE FRIENDSHIP HAHAHAHAHAHAYOU TALKED ABOUT MONEY LIKE YOUR CHARITY FUND RAISER SHIT!!! PERO KUNG UMASTA K AT MANGMATA NG TAO DAIG MO P KMI!!! BAGO K MAGSALITA NG KUNG ANO ANO ABOUT ___ AND HIS BEING RICH... LOOK AT YOUR PATHETIC CHOLESTEROL STRICKEN BODY!! EVERYBODY KNOWS N UN DIN ANG GUSTO MO AT INGIT N INGGIT K! ALAM MO B KUNG BKIT DI KA MAYAMAN KC MAS MAGIGING MASAHOL K P SA KUNG ANO MAN ANG IBINABATO MO KAY___!!! G**O!!! TA**A!!!!DON'T YOU EVER TALK ABOUT TRUE FRIEND S**T YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE ONE AND YOU DO'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO BE! G**O!!!!!"MONEY ISNT EVERYTHING ___. YOU MIGHT BE EXPERIENCING "LUXURIOUS" TYPE OF LIVING NOW, BUT THAT ISNT PERMANENT. YEAH, YOU HAVE BUCKS. EVEN GRANDS. BUT LEMME ASK YOU, ARE YOU HAPPY? ---- YES WE ARE, ARE YOU???!!!! HAHAHAHAHA G**ONG BABOY!!!!!LOOK AROUND YOU ___, DONT JUST STARE. USE YOUR SENSES,NOT JUST YOUR EYES. EVER WONDER WHY YOUR "FRIENDS" IS ACTING DIFFERENTLY?" ------ YEAH FRIENDS LIKE YOU!!! G**O!!! BABOY!!!!!WHO CAN TURNED DOWN THE OFFER --- I CAN ---BUT OF COURSE YOU CANT! GOLD DIGGER MAGKAPOSISYON LNG NG KONTI AKALA MO KUNG CNO N! KAPAL NG MUKHA NYO...YOU'RE JUST GOOD TIME FRIENDWAG KA MAKISAWSAW D2 IT DOES'NT CONCERN YOU G**O TAN**NA MO!!!!!! MAMATAY K NA!!! G**O!!!! T**G INA MO BABOY!!!!!!!!

An Open Letter To A MOWnster

AFTER ALL THE SILENCE.I HAVE TO BLABBER THIS OUT. I JUST TALKED TO NINO YESTERDAY AND BOY I WAS SURPRISED WITH WHAT HE TOLD ME. THIS IS NOT A HATE MAIL OR SOMETHING, NOR A CLARIFICATION ON MY PART. IT'S USELESS AND SOOO POINTLESS AT SOME SORT. YEAH IT HURTS BIGTIME BUT I CAME TO REALIZE THAT THERE IS NO REASON AT ALL TO FEEL SOMETHING TOWARDS UNECESSARY PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. THAT GRANDE ISLAND THING? JUST WHAT IVE SAID-SO CHILDISH. YEAH. WE DID THANK YOU FOR "SPONSORING" THAT EFFIN TRIP. DID WE ENJOY? I THINK SO. AT SOME POINT. BUT NOT AT ALL. YEAH. WHO WOULD TURN DOWN THAT KIND OF OFFER FROM A SO-CALLED-FRIEND? (IF YOU REALLY ARE) YES, WE HESITATED KNOWING THAT WE DONT HAVE ANY BUDGET AT ALL, BUT FOOL ME AND JABOOM, WE WERE CONVINCED THAT "FOR THE LOVE OF YOU GUYS", GO. NOT KNOWING THAT AFTER ALL THIS YEARS, THIS WOULD'VE BEEN AN ISSUE.IT'S STUPID TO SAY THAT WE WILL JUST WIRE YOU ALL THE MONEY THAT YOU'VE GIVEN US FOR THAT TRIP. UP TO THE LAST CENT. WHAT FOR? YOU'RE ALREADY FILTHY-RICH FOR PETE'S SAKE! AND OH BEFORE I FORGET. DIDNT WE "ENTERTAIN" YOU WELL THAT TIME? HELL YEAH. THE STAY WAS ALL PAID BY YOU THAT IS WHY WE EXERTED OUR FULL EFFORTS JUST TO MAKE YOU HAPPY ERR LAUGH. WE ARE LIKE CLOWNS. PAID BY THE HOUR. READY TO MAKE YOU LAUGH WHENEVER YOU NEED IT. EVEN IF WE LOOK OR FEEL STUPID. AND YOU ARE CALLING US CHEAP? WHY WOULD A FILTHY RICH GUY LIKE YOU BOTHERED WITH THE AMOUNT THAT YOU SPENT? JUST ASKING. MONEY ISNT EVERYTHING ___,. YOU MIGHT BE EXPERIENCING "LUXURIOUS" TYPE OF LIVING NOW, BUT THAT ISNT PERMANENT. YEAH, YOU HAVE BUCKS. EVEN GRANDS. BUT LEMME ASK YOU, ARE YOU HAPPY? LOOK AROUND YOU ___, DONT JUST STARE. USE YOUR SENSES,NOT JUST YOUR EYES. EVER WONDER WHY YOUR "FRIENDS" IS ACTING DIFFERENTLY? BE SENSITIVE ENOUGH. REACH OUT. ASK YOURSELF. YOU CAN BUY ALL THE MONEY CAN OFFER BUT NOT THE SATISFACTION OF HAVING A TRUE SET OF FRIENDS. I DONT THINK SO. I AINT NO SAINT. NOT EVEN A HALF OF BEING ONE. I HAVE MY FAIR SHARE OF BITCHING AROUND. BUT NOT AS HARD AS YOU.ITS FUNNY SEEING YOU GUYS COUNTING THOSE THINGS THAT YOU DID FOR US, NOW THAT WERE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE. HOW ABOUT YOUR DIRTY LITTLE SECRET? NAH. IM NOT LIKE YOU. I WONT TELL DONT WORRY. YOU MAY BE TREATED AS A KING, BUT NOT ALL THE TIME.WE DO WANT OUR OWN TIME ALONE. SAD TO SAY THAT WE ENJOYED OUR TIME MORE IF YOU GUYS ARE NOT AROUND. ALL OF US. ASK ___,. AND PLEASE, JUST AN ADVICE, STOP USING YOUR WORDS, AND I QUOTE "SWEAR TO GOD". THATS SOMETHING GRAVE ___. JUST ENJOY YOUR TEMPORARY TREASURE. AFTER ALL, IT'S NOT THE HUNDREDS AND THOUSANDS OF MONEY YOU MAKE. IT'S THE NUMBERS OF FRIENDS YOU WIN. IF THERE'S ONE THING IM THANKFUL FOR, THATS ___. WE GET THE CHANCE TO KNOW HER. A TRUE FRIEND. FILTHY RICH, BUT NOT BRAGGY. AND YES. JABOOM IS RIGHT. WE REGRET THAT WE'VE KNOWN YOU. FRIENDSHIP IS NOT ALL ABOUT MONEY. JUST LIKE LIFE AND LOVE. MONEY IS ESSENTIAL, BUT ARTIFICIAL...

I Aint No Saint...

...i am not even close to being one. i have my fair share of bitching around. but i know how to control. i know how to apologize. i know when to say "I am sorry".

i value my friends bigtime. aside from God and my family, my friends are my sanctuary. my fortress. my strength.

i often allow my self to whine to those people that is significant to me. i couldn't care less if you malign me in public. for as long as were friends, that's so okay.

but when it comes to my family, that is something i cannot take.

i am always thankful because i learned a lot from you.

i learned how to pick my self up.
i learned not to trust people right away.
i learned that, yes, your bestfriend can be your worst enemy.
i learned that MONEY can buy everything but not the satisfaction and contentment of having a true set of friends.

to YOU, yes, you've changed a lot. not for the better. stop bragging your lover's money. that's not yours.

try to look at yourself for you to define whats the meaning of gold digger.

yes, sometimes i live in a make believe world.

but YOU know what,

I'm REAL.

My Definition Of FRIENDSHIP

madalas kaming magkakasama. iba't-iba naman kami ng personalidad. ganun naman talaga siguro ang magkakaibigan. iba-iba ang hilig, pananaw, at ugali. pero pag nagsama-sama. iisa.

nino,mykee,she,anne

Nino/Jaboom- Partners in crime kami nito. literal. sa lahat ng bagay. food, lalaki, music, food, lalaki, food, fashion, shoes, food, lalaki, at bago ko makalimutan, food at lalaki. we have our fair share of bitching around and boy we can laugh. but we know how to respect people. isang kaibigan sa tawanan at pamilya sa oras ng kalungkutan. marami na kaming pinagdaanan. awayan, saya, lungkot, takot at sarap. di nag-iiwanan... miss na miss ko na talaga ito ng sobra. isang kapatid. kakampi.

kapamilya.

tunay na kaibigan.

She-Melancholic. isang napakalalim na salita. kapagod itype. sa tinagal tagal naming magkakasama, ito ang kasabay ko papunta at pauwi. kailangan kong gisingin at baka lumampas. kailangan kong ipara dahil nahihiyang pumara. matakaw pag kami ni jaboom ang kasama. nomoera. mahilig sumayaw. iyakin. tunay at tapat magmahal. kagaya ko at ng lahat. isang tawag mo lang, tiyak na maasahan.

kakampi.

kapamilya.

tunay na kaibigan.

Anne-Class at jologs in one. tipo ng kaibigan na hindi ka uuriin kung ano at sino ka. hindi ka tatalikuran at iiwanan. isama mo man sa palengke, o sa sosyalan, keri sa kanya. tunay na tao. mapagmahal, mabait at matulungin. malakas tumawa. malakas uminom. malakas umiyak.

humble in life that's why she's blessed. knows how to value friends more than any luxuries in life.

kakampi.

kapamilya.

tunay na kaibigan.

Sulat ni Lex Luthor kay Clark Kent

Dear You,

oo ikaw. ikaw na itinuring kong kaibigan. ikaw na walang sawa kong inalalayan sa mga bagay na alam kong kailangan mo ng tulong. -Katulong

sa mga malulungkot na oras na kinailangan mong tumawa. lumuluha ka hindi dahil sa away na nagyari sainyo kundi sa galak nung mag joke ako. - Payaso

salamat sa mga bagay na naibigay at naipahiram mo, pasensya na at dala ng kahirapan ko, nakautang ako sayo.

kaya naman walang sawa akong gumanti sa paraang kaya ko. kahit mahirap sa kalooban ko, sinunod ko ang makakapagpasaya sayo.

masaya kong nakilala ko kayo ngunit iba pala ang sainyo.

isang bagay na inakala kong ikaw ang uunawa sakin pero iniwan mo ko.

nagpakumbaba ako pero binaliwala mo.

salamat sa ala ala kaibigan...

noon yon. hindi na ngayon.

PAKYU!