An Open Letter To A MOWnster

AFTER ALL THE SILENCE.I HAVE TO BLABBER THIS OUT. I JUST TALKED TO NINO YESTERDAY AND BOY I WAS SURPRISED WITH WHAT HE TOLD ME. THIS IS NOT A HATE MAIL OR SOMETHING, NOR A CLARIFICATION ON MY PART. IT'S USELESS AND SOOO POINTLESS AT SOME SORT. YEAH IT HURTS BIGTIME BUT I CAME TO REALIZE THAT THERE IS NO REASON AT ALL TO FEEL SOMETHING TOWARDS UNECESSARY PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. THAT GRANDE ISLAND THING? JUST WHAT IVE SAID-SO CHILDISH. YEAH. WE DID THANK YOU FOR "SPONSORING" THAT EFFIN TRIP. DID WE ENJOY? I THINK SO. AT SOME POINT. BUT NOT AT ALL. YEAH. WHO WOULD TURN DOWN THAT KIND OF OFFER FROM A SO-CALLED-FRIEND? (IF YOU REALLY ARE) YES, WE HESITATED KNOWING THAT WE DONT HAVE ANY BUDGET AT ALL, BUT FOOL ME AND JABOOM, WE WERE CONVINCED THAT "FOR THE LOVE OF YOU GUYS", GO. NOT KNOWING THAT AFTER ALL THIS YEARS, THIS WOULD'VE BEEN AN ISSUE.IT'S STUPID TO SAY THAT WE WILL JUST WIRE YOU ALL THE MONEY THAT YOU'VE GIVEN US FOR THAT TRIP. UP TO THE LAST CENT. WHAT FOR? YOU'RE ALREADY FILTHY-RICH FOR PETE'S SAKE! AND OH BEFORE I FORGET. DIDNT WE "ENTERTAIN" YOU WELL THAT TIME? HELL YEAH. THE STAY WAS ALL PAID BY YOU THAT IS WHY WE EXERTED OUR FULL EFFORTS JUST TO MAKE YOU HAPPY ERR LAUGH. WE ARE LIKE CLOWNS. PAID BY THE HOUR. READY TO MAKE YOU LAUGH WHENEVER YOU NEED IT. EVEN IF WE LOOK OR FEEL STUPID. AND YOU ARE CALLING US CHEAP? WHY WOULD A FILTHY RICH GUY LIKE YOU BOTHERED WITH THE AMOUNT THAT YOU SPENT? JUST ASKING. MONEY ISNT EVERYTHING ___,. YOU MIGHT BE EXPERIENCING "LUXURIOUS" TYPE OF LIVING NOW, BUT THAT ISNT PERMANENT. YEAH, YOU HAVE BUCKS. EVEN GRANDS. BUT LEMME ASK YOU, ARE YOU HAPPY? LOOK AROUND YOU ___, DONT JUST STARE. USE YOUR SENSES,NOT JUST YOUR EYES. EVER WONDER WHY YOUR "FRIENDS" IS ACTING DIFFERENTLY? BE SENSITIVE ENOUGH. REACH OUT. ASK YOURSELF. YOU CAN BUY ALL THE MONEY CAN OFFER BUT NOT THE SATISFACTION OF HAVING A TRUE SET OF FRIENDS. I DONT THINK SO. I AINT NO SAINT. NOT EVEN A HALF OF BEING ONE. I HAVE MY FAIR SHARE OF BITCHING AROUND. BUT NOT AS HARD AS YOU.ITS FUNNY SEEING YOU GUYS COUNTING THOSE THINGS THAT YOU DID FOR US, NOW THAT WERE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE. HOW ABOUT YOUR DIRTY LITTLE SECRET? NAH. IM NOT LIKE YOU. I WONT TELL DONT WORRY. YOU MAY BE TREATED AS A KING, BUT NOT ALL THE TIME.WE DO WANT OUR OWN TIME ALONE. SAD TO SAY THAT WE ENJOYED OUR TIME MORE IF YOU GUYS ARE NOT AROUND. ALL OF US. ASK ___,. AND PLEASE, JUST AN ADVICE, STOP USING YOUR WORDS, AND I QUOTE "SWEAR TO GOD". THATS SOMETHING GRAVE ___. JUST ENJOY YOUR TEMPORARY TREASURE. AFTER ALL, IT'S NOT THE HUNDREDS AND THOUSANDS OF MONEY YOU MAKE. IT'S THE NUMBERS OF FRIENDS YOU WIN. IF THERE'S ONE THING IM THANKFUL FOR, THATS ___. WE GET THE CHANCE TO KNOW HER. A TRUE FRIEND. FILTHY RICH, BUT NOT BRAGGY. AND YES. JABOOM IS RIGHT. WE REGRET THAT WE'VE KNOWN YOU. FRIENDSHIP IS NOT ALL ABOUT MONEY. JUST LIKE LIFE AND LOVE. MONEY IS ESSENTIAL, BUT ARTIFICIAL...