Puso

dear heart,

hey you. how are you? lately i know you are exhausted. it's my fault. it's been so long since the last time I've seen you happy. I'm sorry. I'm always dealing with the wrong soul. i always end up in the wrong situation. or maybe I'm just plain dumb. unlucky. maybe stupid. i keep on searching. you take the aftermath. i keep on loving, you take the pain. sigh. if only i could turn back time. if only i could stop wandering for someone who could love me. for who i am and for who i am not. if only someone could appreciate me as a person. as a human being. not just a species. if only. but yes, it's time for me to stop. take things slowly. ponder. think. i should learn that it all depends on you now. you should decide for me. you should let me know who and when. how and why. this time i promise...

i'll follow your desires.
i don't care if it's right or wrong.
for as long as it's who you like.
it's your turn to LOVE.