life can be oh so unfair. we can't get what we want and sometimes, even those we need, nadedelay. God has His way of giving us the things we deserve. in his own time. we can't give Him deadline and stuff.
i ask myself why i always end up falling in love with the wrong person. or maybe with the wrong gender. siguro kasi dapat sa babae na ko mainlab. hihihi. kaso kahit na isipin ko man, i simply can't. and then the big question will come straight to my face. "bakit yung iba, pwede?"
i will tap myself back to reality, and again, i'll tell myself na bawal ang inggitera.
i don't look good. and that is the factor i am looking at right now on why i am still considered as a "singular individual"
aside from my appearance, there is nothing wrong (i think) with the way i communicate and relate with other people. i've tried different things to prove it right, na kaya kong maging isang kainlab-inlab na nilalang kung mabibigyan ako ng chance. but just like the artista searches around the tv world, audition palang eh bagsak na. reason being? -- hindi mabenta. walang itsura. pangit.
that is why kailangan na mabigyan ng chance maipakita ang tunay na galing. ng tunay na kakayanan magmahal. because we are being judged with the way we look, not for who we are and what we can do.
all we need is a little chance. let us in and know us better.
but i know. i really sound BITTER.
can you blame me? after tons and tons and tons of rejections? rejections from prejudiced individuals who are carrying an over-bloated-ego head and they think that they are the superior type kasi matangos ang ilong nila and may six-pack abs sila.
i've heard that learning to love myself will make me feel better and when i start loving myself, people will start loving me too. tama. but not applicable in some ways. not in all cases.
i don't mean to sound this way. and i am only expressing what i feel. i am not pertaining to any one and i am only speaking for myself.
just because we don't look good doesn't mean we are incapable.
now, can i blame those who pretend just to belong?
i guess, starting now. i can't.
i ask myself why i always end up falling in love with the wrong person. or maybe with the wrong gender. siguro kasi dapat sa babae na ko mainlab. hihihi. kaso kahit na isipin ko man, i simply can't. and then the big question will come straight to my face. "bakit yung iba, pwede?"
i will tap myself back to reality, and again, i'll tell myself na bawal ang inggitera.
i don't look good. and that is the factor i am looking at right now on why i am still considered as a "singular individual"
aside from my appearance, there is nothing wrong (i think) with the way i communicate and relate with other people. i've tried different things to prove it right, na kaya kong maging isang kainlab-inlab na nilalang kung mabibigyan ako ng chance. but just like the artista searches around the tv world, audition palang eh bagsak na. reason being? -- hindi mabenta. walang itsura. pangit.
that is why kailangan na mabigyan ng chance maipakita ang tunay na galing. ng tunay na kakayanan magmahal. because we are being judged with the way we look, not for who we are and what we can do.
all we need is a little chance. let us in and know us better.
but i know. i really sound BITTER.
can you blame me? after tons and tons and tons of rejections? rejections from prejudiced individuals who are carrying an over-bloated-ego head and they think that they are the superior type kasi matangos ang ilong nila and may six-pack abs sila.
i've heard that learning to love myself will make me feel better and when i start loving myself, people will start loving me too. tama. but not applicable in some ways. not in all cases.
i don't mean to sound this way. and i am only expressing what i feel. i am not pertaining to any one and i am only speaking for myself.
just because we don't look good doesn't mean we are incapable.
now, can i blame those who pretend just to belong?
i guess, starting now. i can't.
3 Pakelamera:
Kahit naman ang mga sinasabing gwapo at magaganda, nagkakaroon din ng problema sa paghahanap ng "Perfect Mate". I've known such peeps.
Siguro nga it's a disadvantage to not be as "good-looking" as others, pero hindi lang naman 'yun ang mahalaga. Madaming factors to consider.
Cheer up!
hay, the evil of superficiality...
GD, you are right when you said na madaming factor to consider. i just hope other people would take time to see those "other" factors bago nila ijudge yung tao because of their looks. :)
Wandering Commuter: amen to that. i so agree.
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