"Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed"
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed"
the line from that song lingered. parang biko. dumikit sa kaibuturan ng puso at isip ko.
it's been nine months since i met this guy from cyberspace. clean conversation. really. somehow i felt that we are connected in a way. we have a lot of things in common and even if we haven't seen other face to face, it's like we've already known each other for a long time.
it all started with a simple "kamusta?" and "ingat" tapos ayun, i would say friendship started. we've met. coffee, then nasundan ng movie. tapos nasundan ng coffee. paulit ulit lang.
it came to the point na i felt something deeper than friendship. i longed for a romantic type of attention. a different level of affection.
i asked my self if i am ready to take the next level.
if i am ready to fall.
my answer was Yes.
but i forgot to ask myself if he is. if he will be there to break my fall and catch me whole-heartedly.
not as a friend this time.
and that simple mistake lead to something na pinagsisihan ko ng sobra.
but he took the right words. he chose the right way of letting me know what his response was.
and yes. if i were a boy, i COULD understand.
kaso nga lang hindi.
it's been nine months since i met this guy from cyberspace. clean conversation. really. somehow i felt that we are connected in a way. we have a lot of things in common and even if we haven't seen other face to face, it's like we've already known each other for a long time.
it all started with a simple "kamusta?" and "ingat" tapos ayun, i would say friendship started. we've met. coffee, then nasundan ng movie. tapos nasundan ng coffee. paulit ulit lang.
it came to the point na i felt something deeper than friendship. i longed for a romantic type of attention. a different level of affection.
i asked my self if i am ready to take the next level.
if i am ready to fall.
my answer was Yes.
but i forgot to ask myself if he is. if he will be there to break my fall and catch me whole-heartedly.
not as a friend this time.
and that simple mistake lead to something na pinagsisihan ko ng sobra.
but he took the right words. he chose the right way of letting me know what his response was.
and yes. if i were a boy, i COULD understand.
kaso nga lang hindi.
7 Pakelamera:
haha! naaliw ako ah. at sakto.. naiisip ko din ang biko ngayon. ang sarap gusto ko kumain ng biko. :D
at etong kantang ito talagang andaming buhay ang naaapektuhan ha. :P
Mare, clear this to me ha.. does this mean na okama din sha?
we're on the same boat 'teh. i did the same but was unsuccessful. pero di pa rin ako tumitigil. firm believer kasi ako ng motto na try and try until you succeed. talbog diba? chos!
yup AC, masarap nga siya ngayon lalo na kapag may latik :)
Mayora, unclear. hindi ko ma verify eh. labo nga nya eh
Sonya, tama sana nga lang hindi palaging unsuccessful kasi nakakapagod mag invest!
ng pag ibig :) charot
Ganun?! Un-clear? Mare, pag okama din ang otoko, wa-i na! Baka magharveyan lang kayo parang ang chaka ng eksena di ba.. Market na lang ng ibang mhin..
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